Fatty fatty mcfatfat

Well, I gave up the candy corn. And I am still fat. I even look fat in a girdle. Fatter actually. Whatever. I don't even know what is going on in this body anymore. My period comes when it wants to, it doesn't obey the laws of time any more. I keep getting a mustache, and piggy chin hairs. WTF. Apparently the husband secretly finds me gross. Just found that out today. He made a comment about how fat his sister was and how great she looks now that she lost a ton of weight. His sister and I wore the same size!!! When I gave him a dirty look he realized how I took that and tried to backtrack,but the damage is done. I am not even mad. I am disgusted and embarrassed with myself. Gotta go, too fat to write right now.